so there is this party soon...and well i was invited but for some i feel as though i was only invited because somebody wanted to be nice to the poor fat girl who works al the time and doesnt get to see her friends.

i feel as though if i went to this party...no body there would like me, because im the hated one im the one that is left out....and nobody knows i feel this way till now

i hope at least one person reads this because i need my feelings out there for once.

i dont know why i am hated so much or why i feel so unconfortable around the ones i onced loved. and it hurts me...it hurts me so bad

so i wanted you few to know that im hurting and i really wish we were all closer in some strange way..

he CHEATED.....

as i sit here and cry...i feel as though all my friends are becoming closer to eachother anf farther away from me. I hardly see the people i care about the most.

It hurts so bad to be cheated on..go to your friends and all they can say is that sux, i mean i dont want sympothy..i want to know im cared for.

i still wonder why me...why am i here on this earth living a miserable life..i dont have anyone to tell my deepest thoughts to, i wish i had a best friend...theres people but i just have a feeling they deep down dislike me in so many ways

i hate myself more then you will ever know.

i feel like such a stupid girl.